I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it's the only thing that I have
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
On my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
lagu nieh kalu la phey molek , mmey sesuai ng ak . tuh la . ak pom silap . thu doh kito nieh xpantas bwat dio , kito nok ugop . bodo2 ! tarikh hok sy xleh lupo ng awk , 9/3/2011 . ni la tarikh first date kite kan . sy xkn lupe smpai biler . igt lg x , mule2 sy g tatap muke awk , awk mlu2 . n then kwn sy tnye awk yg awk syg sy ag ke x . mase tu sy xthu pom yg awk ckp syg . so sy lyn awk mcm kwn sy je la . awk , sy xsngka awk dtg sini mase tu , n then sy rase biase jer bile thu awk dtg sini coz kite xde paper an . tp sy tetap anggp awk girlfie sy . coz mase tu , sy sngle . awk , awk igt x mase kite mnum aer same2 , sy tatap muke awk , lps tu awk malu2 . sy pikir balik , bwat ape sy tatap muka awk , awk bukannye sudi pom . sy ni bodoh awk . mmang ptut pom an awk ade cik jantung aty awk tu . tu la , sy abaikan awk . tp sbnarnyer xpom awk . sy xtopup brape ary dah . so sy nak cmner . sy owez igt awk . tp awk xde igt kat sy langsung . awk hppy ngn boyfie awk tu . sy col awk , awk ckp awk buzy n awk letak camtu jer . kalu awk jd sy , cmner perasaan awk ? xker sdeyh awk ? pikir leklok awk . n at fb . sy tgur awk , awk ckp awk buzy jugak , n awk 0ff fb . sy pom xde tmpt nk ngadu . sy nangis sorang2 . awk pegi je la kat boyfie awk . awk tafayaa hiraukan haty sy , sy thu jage aty saye . kini bg awk dier yg lbih baek dari sy so awk pegi je la . sy xleh pkse pasaan awk . tapi , sy cube brthn dengan awk walau itu berat bg sy . xper awk . sy nk awk hppy k . no more sdeyh2 taw . biar sy sorang jer sdeyh2 . sy nk pluk awk . sy nk cium awk . cinta sy tuk awk begitu . namun awk xprnah bisa mersakannya . mmwwaahhxx . tengs dear coz pernah buwat sy hppy .
Friday, May 6, 2011
memahami lagu .
i'm not perfect ??
marim ary pling mngejuk bwat ak . ak sero xsdak aty lamo doh la . tp ak wak bodo jh . tuh la , pernah dulu awak kate kat sy yg sy nieh cnta sjati awk . sy pom prcye mati2 kat awk . mase tuh sy rase mcm sy brada kat surga . dan suare awk ckp tuh mcm dtg dri surga . n lps tu , awk pom cnta sjati bg sy . jika awk tiada disisi sy , ntah aper jd . mybe xleh brnyawa . coz u're my true love .
pernah dulu awk ckp yg awk akn nangis hnye bile khlangan org yg pling awk syg iaitu sy . awk , trus trang sy ckp . haty sy xkn pernah brubah walau kite xbrsame skunk . ok kalau awk nk ckp sy nieh gatal ke playboy ke . tp hasratnye , haty sy xpernah ade sbsar zarah niat pom nak curang ngn awk atau tnggal awk . awk , sy thu perasaan syg awk tuk sy tu hnye mncul smntara . i know dear . betapa sy syg kat awk , smpai sy snggup rentasi lautan yg berapi . serius sy ckp . tp mybe allah xjdohkn kite kn . mybe slh sy jugak , sy pegi bg pwod sy at mmber2 sy , smpai deorang bukak fb sy n pegi gatal ngn pompuan laen an . n law sy ckp tu bukan sy yg bukak fb , awk bukan nye prcaye kat sy . ye la , awk da ade org yg sesuai ngn awk kan . sy xsesempurna boyfie awk skunk . sy xsehensem dier . sy xsebaek dier .
thun ni sy PMR , so , sy kene fokus at PMR . n kalau kite brsame an skunk , alngkh indah . sorry dear , i only love u , sy xnk org laen , slaen awk xbrglar isteri kpda sesiapa , sy akn tnggu awk . sy terlanjur mencintai awk . awk , kalau la awk dpt mmbaca isi hati sy , mybe awk akn stiye ngn sy je kot . coz dlm aty sy , xkn pernah mncul chaya name awk . awk , sy hrp idop awk hppy k . bia la sy kat sini , tafayaa pikir sal sy k . pndai2 la sy jage diri , n skunk hnye stu permintaan sy , kalu awk ade boyfie , jaga dier baek2 k . n then jngn curang2 k . sy akan tnggu awk . sy syg awk sgt2 . tiada sesiapa yg boleh buang name awk didalam hati sy . sy cinta awk . sy rndu awk . sy nk brsame awk . ILY till my last breath k .
SAYA HARAP AWAK HAPPY K BACE NI SEMUA . biar la sy sdeyh k . ok , take care . <3
Thursday, May 5, 2011
cukup indah .
ak blja sinih lar nyoh lagu tuh . seney jh napok . tp mmey seney pom kalu bg aku larh . kalu bg orey len tuh , xthu larh .
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
My Phone !
i'll story bout my phone . huhuw . ak rndu ko tefon ak . ak blik jh koloh , ak pom cri tefon . ak plok xigt letok . ph ak tera call guno fon mummy ak , fon ak plok mapuh . btri abih kot . po ore gilo sero duk nyari . harape ak maso tuh , dieyla blas mcj ak hop pg td , tp ta the pom mcj from dyer . ak pom wak rlax jh . ak pom g makey2 luh , phtuh , ak pom kangen bgat same MY BEBY . huhuw . ak pom call lah . ak col tuh , dio duk tdow , ak thu doh dio berehi tdow maso petey2 nieh . ak pom kcek la ng yow . mybe ego ak tnggi , sapa ko dio tnggi sorow ng ak . ak pom ngaloh jh la . ph maso belum ak letok tepom , ak oyk ILY , MMWWAAHHXX . SAYEY BBY . tiap2 kali ak oyk gtuh , ak mnghrpkan dio blas blek , tp mlgnyer ta pom . ak pom biaa je larh . mybe salah ak jugak sbb tiap2 kali nk letak ak ckp mcm tu . mybe dio puwah doh dgar . tp tuh adalah bout isi hati , ak syg dier . kdey2 ak sdeyh ugop sbb dyer ta bls .
erm , uboh topik2 . bia la bout tuh , ak tapo jh kalu ak sore jh oyk gtuh tiap kali nok letok . erm , bow la nyohss . breh jh ak . nothing trouble . berbalik psal PHONE ak , ph lph ak col dier tuh , ak g mndi , siak2 mndi tuh , ak tgok 59 new messages . ak mitok , antrnyer tuh dieyla ado so , tp mcj gapo xthu . from 25333 . ak pom dlete all mcj slaluh . mlah baso nok baco eah . I LOVE CELCOM . haha . tibo2 jh . i love u dieyla . mmwwaahhxx . kalu la bleh gyut skmo ng dio an bez . boleh dengar dier ketawa , boleh dgar suare mnje dier boleh dgar dier mrajuk ng ak n las skali boleh ak tttuutttt . haha . mlah nok oyk . haha .
i love u tightly taw Budak Skema ! sayang sgt2 . jngey curam2 taw . mmwwaahhxx . ILYSFDM !
Monday, May 2, 2011
male yg memuaskn , sdeyh & gilo .
mley nieh ak sdeyh gilo . ak tdow kul 6 maso blik koloh , ph bgun kul 9 . ak igt bru maghrib , ak pom maye la ngorikk . ph , akk pom tgop la jey , kul 9 doh . tekey pom ado sero sbb tnggl maye ngorikk . ak pom qodo jh la . ph tuh ak maye isyo . ph , abe ak pom tubik la . ak nok ikop pom , mlah . mugow bru bgun tdow . lph maye isyo , ak pom mndi larh . siak mndi , derah ak bukop laptop abe ak . rndu dof nieh . rndu ko dyla thak dewo .
ph ak pom on9 la fb ak . ak pom chatim ng yow , ak pom jd sero nok bukop blog yo . bukop jh la . ph ado bout bkaf gwe yow . ak nieh mcey ng ore kduo la kot . tuh la , stak sinih ak sdeyh . kalu ak sdeyh , ak wak snyak gtuh jh ph maen gtr . kade2 ado la TEReko lagu diri sbb sdeyh lajok . mlut ak ikot dey nok tubik jh la . phtuh , ak pom tnyo yow bout blog yow uh . ak tkut gilo2 kalu khilangey yow . sbb yow la cnte sjti ak . bayey kea kalu cnte sjti kito hiley ng gtuh jh . top ko sdeyh thap gilo babeng dih .
mmey cnta ak tuk hnye maty jh boleh mmshkn . tp pasaey dio tuk ak , ak top thu la . mugow ak xleh bco pasaey yow . tuhan sje hop thu . pasaey ak tuk tuhey jh hop thu . kalu la hati nieh bleh tgok , mmey wojik diyla tuh , stiyo ng ak . hati ak ado nmo yow jh . kalu kito mkey nasik gak , pnuh ng nasik dley pngge uh . sabik dop ? ikop ahh sabik ko dok .
aku : **** ado gewe doh ?
dieyla : xdok . sngle . bru ptuh .
aku : so , bby na gwe mula ng dy ?
dieyla : puihhhh ! kcek acu mikir gak .
mmey la saloh ak g oyk gtuh . tp mmey ak ni behi ngaloh ng tino , tp xkey ak nok lepah yo gtuh jh . ak syey thak dewo . tp xtaw la gnoe pasaey yow kpkuw . My Love For You Nothing Hindered dieyla . lph pado nieh , ak cetim la . duk komen kat sttus hebad ak tuh . haha . hebad sanad ko ? haha . bg ak hebad kot . phtuh , abe ak pom blik . keno wi dio larh lap . srabuk ugop , baek yo g drak lamo2 . sdak kip ak . bru bleh komen puwah . ph ak pom cri la enset , atar kding dio , dio xbls2 pom . tapo larh , baek ak stdy . huhuw . bajek stdy . tp ak stdy ngoty , ak stdy tuh kih nok tnggu abe ak tdo kih nok guno lap tuh . lamo ugop la , dley sejey lbih . huhuw . ph daley kul satu gtuh la , abe ak pom tido , mrdeka jh sero , ak ngepa lap yo , on9 . haha . lonieh , ak duk updte larh nih . ak igt gwe ak on9 ageyh . ph yo xon9 , wak gapo ak 0n9 . sio2 jh . bby , b syg sama bby , i heart u ! . mmuuaahhxx , ilysfdm ! .
Friday, April 29, 2011
saya sayang awak .........
haha . po tadok gow len nok tulih doh . taw la kito nieh sero nok tulih gtuh . tp daley idop sayo nieh , ado duo ore hop pling sayo saye iaitu Abah ng Mok sayo . haha . jolo doh key ? kop2 saloh . hop tuh syey 100 % eah . tp sayo gewe sayo 101 % , jahil kaploh sayo dih . haha . sayo saye gewe sayo . namo dio po omputih pom . Nur Adella anderson . haha . sayo namboh ja tuh , haha . puwah2 maley2 gnih . nop tbik derak malah ugop . baek duk ngadak laptop jh . seney kijoey ugop . huhuw .
lamo doh ak xupd8 . huhuw
lamo doh ak xupd8 blog ak hop xbrapo comei nieh . haha . tp bkpo mley nieh ak jd sero nok upd8 jh , plep sunggoh nieh . kalu ore tino gak , dtg bulan . kalu ore jate top thu la . haha . bnyok ugop ak nok oyk mley nieh . *mley ko pg nieh ? haha .
first ak nok oyk , ak ng binim Cik DieyLa hppy molek lonieh . tp gak , kalu la yo wak masaloh plok kali nieh , bia ak jh la hop stiyo ng dy . sayo trimo jh la . haha . gnoe jiwo plek mley nieh . olohh laa . mley pulok doh , pg la nyoh . bkpo otok jd betak gtuh mo lalu .
second , sek mg thu doh dop kih ak hop nok keno buwey koloh . fuhh , mmey mene gura molek . ak xkeno buwe pom bena tp cepgu tuh jh hop oyk ak keno buwey . nalim abih tea eah ak . haha . sero nok cabuk spek ak dgar cepgu tuh . haha . cepgu hop b*ng*nG . haha . ak xoyk deh . sek2 mg pnda2 la mikir .
bkpo clcom xwak skmo eah hop siya tuh . lau dop , tiak2 ary ak bleh gyut ng binim ak . haha . binim ak tuh mmey caer kalu dgar sorow ak . haha . cehh , bajek ugok ak . tp ngoty nieh . kalu la yow dgar sorow ak , hop ngatuk2 tuh , jd segar . haha . takak nieh jh kalih isu ak mley nieh . *pg nieh . haha . btw , ak syey binim ak , ( Nur Adella) i love u limited . mmwwaahhxx ! .
